i keep going back
to those moments
at the time
i didn't even know they would matter
my subconscious
took the time
to notice them
registered everything
that first look
your eyes wide open
directed at me
as if someone caught you
by surprise
the time you escorted me
as i was about to leave
as you were holding my arm
your eyes
became sad again
from a high gaze
they sunk into the sea
you were ridding them of all hope
to ever see me again
and i didn't even turn back
that sad happiness
at lunch
the long desperate hug
as we said good bye again
then there was that subtle smile
when i came back
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